Some call an ending a beginning for right now they'll go unheard

My dad was a drunk and an abusive asshole. Not as much to me directly. There was the screaming all the time but that was between my parents, and it was pretty clear he didn't like me ever.

I haven't missed him at all since falling through. Not even a little. Not even once.

I don't miss my mother either.

You are not pretty tough for a bomb to take down.


[Locked to Phoebe]

Where are you?

I haven't seen you around. I've been to your room. Did you escape to a beach without me? No fair. I make an awesome beach buddy. I'm lots of fun in the sun.


[Locked to friends (Anya, Buffy, Nellie, annnnd Xander needs to get out more. /DIES) ]

Okay. Missing friend has only happened four or five times before.

There's no reason to jump to conclusions here, right? You don't see a friend for days. It doesn't mean they're swallowed up by a Rift or dead.

No need to panic.

WHO IS THIS ANYA WOMAN?

Did I really have sex with her several times in many different locations and positions?

She's not a demon, is she?

Cause we know my track record with the females that seem all interested in me.

They're demons or they're humans who have sex with me and throw me out again or they're Cordelia.

I realize that all of this could be solved if we'd had that conversation about the future and all that's happened in it. I've been on the avoidy side of talking about things, but maybe we should do that soon.

Soon as in this week.

[shaky hand writing ahoy!]

HELP

Too dark to read anything already written

Phoebe and I are stuck down here.

She's hurt really really bad

I didn't

There was something in her, and I was trying to get her free and I took it out. And I'm sorry. There's a lot of blood

I don't know where

Please hurry

SO.

I finally figured out what the Rift did to Xander after... way too long. I thought I should make a post about it, because it is pretty significant. XD It's something that could easily not be noticed for awhile as well, but I think that it's really kicked into full swing recently so it'll be more noticeable.

Anyway, basically when you're near him, you're going to be better at whatever you're doing, whether that's fighting, some supernatural power (like super strength, elemental, etc. etc.), bowling, hell writing a paper, or really ANYTHING that is an ability.

You get better the closer you are to him so if you're touching him, you're going to be five times better at whatever the ability might be. I don't know how you touch him and fight shit but you know... God sex is going to be amazing for him from here on out. If you're not touching him but you're two feet or less away, you're looking at 3 times better. If you're within 8 feet of him, you're looking at two times better and then less the further out you go. I think roughly 15 feet around him is approximately the radius that's affected, but again, the closer you are to him, the better.

Hello, Magical Journal Land,

Today I discovered Twilight. Completely by accident.

I only wish all vampires in every universe sparkled.

No really.

Sparkles would have been such a better nickname for Deadboy. It'd go along so perfectly with his flamboyant personality, too.